Saturday, October 2, 2010

background noises...

I don't want to pray to God to answer my stuff; it never works.
I don't want to be working at my current job; its time for the big leap.
I don't want to stay in this city anymore; but hell...nothing else is making way.
I don't want to see everyone falling in love -getting married - having babies; i feel jealous.
I don't want to chase on slippery edges; not more wounds to nurse.
I don't want to be nice to people; be blunt - just as they 've been.
I don't want to be told how good I am; it sounds too fake. 
I don't want to make compromises coz time is running away. Who's doing that for me?
I don't want to be funny and make you smile all the time; it doesn't get you any closer.
I don't want to be convinced on how you think it should be; it makes no sense.
I don't want to be there anymore for you when you desire
I don't want to make you feel important; I don't matter to you.
I don't want to listen to your stories anymore; don't want to share mine either. Its useless.
I don't want to prove anything. Like you 'are'. so I 'am'.
I don't want lollipops; I am not 16.
I don't want platonic nonsense; I am not 60.
I don't want anything less than love.
....for everything else, they made a master card.