Random - A life here & there...

I've always been somewhat fascinated by the English/American cinema. These days I am doing a pending, much wanted pass-time of watching movies. Lots of them. The best of it is the subtlety they portray - be it the locales, speech modes, dialogues, or emotions. What I love most is the punch it carries, wrapped smooth. It bowls me over and (you can say I've almost gone berserk for Rob Pattinson after watching Twilight & Remember Me). So freakingly gorgeous. Not just that, he's damn good at his interviews - humble and hilarious, yet classy. Guess, just the mix to make a star. Which he already is. Maybe, my love for their cinema is 'coz nothing about it is routine. Anything that you see daily around you makes it drab indeed. So am kinda done with our stuff - Bollywood. The last I saw was Kites although it still had unrequired yet indispensable mix of songs, dance, and action. But it was a good try. Actually I am not a movie buff to core and neither do I typically write about them. Nonetheless, I like sensible subtle cinema. And all of it leads me to the thought that life in that part of this big world must be experienced. That in no way implies life here is bad, but it certainly has got bore. I desire to add variety - coz I firmly believe it nourishes and enriches personality and one's aspects, perspectives to live life. Traveling is one such vocation course and every chance must be grabbed. While I am not sure when would I be able to grab one and what would take me to it - work or marriage- I would love to do it sooner than later. Sort of get out the parochial set-ups of society and live free for a while. I really don't want to be stuck at one place all of my life. There is so much to see and enjoy, even if you don't completely understand it. Freedom is relaxing. That's not to say I dont have it now. But freedom has different flavors. The expression bit conspicuously misses from our lives here. Even affectionate display is frowned upon. But what about the basic etiquettes that no one thinks about. Pushing people, never queing up anywhere, howling kids in theatre, and virtually every public manner detail. Saying please and thank you doesn't come naturally, only God knows why. Maybe, new money and affluence that has earned rotten heads.

Maybe I am sounding irrelevant here, its important I get it out. I am meeting people for the reason of settling down. And I firmly feel if you've not learnt even basic stuff of how to treat a lady, your degrees and pay packet hardly makes a difference to me. As a woman, it is important to find someone who I can not just love but respect too. And that calls for wisdom, maturity, and sensitivity. Also, I need to see that passion through. Without it, all else is a waste. Though the world around forces me to come out of my fantasy world and compromise..but somewhere my heart holds me back I still believe my kinda love would come by.